Hey my name is reckon.I turned 18 a year before...hah..so basically am 19.I was as usual a college brat.That day when i tread into the classrom i felt a sudden swift in my body or my chest(am not sure).The lecture started.As the disquisition about the salts started it became impossible for me to centralize my mind to what the teacher was edifying.Something stopped me from focusing, something like an inexorable eye candy.When the teacher took our attendence i came to know that the girl's name is Alison. I severely wanted to find one way or the other to interact with her. I was neither a geek and nor a disaster at mien, so i always had a chance. I never had a girlfriend because according to my knowlege, its such a pain in the ass to tolerate her tantrums. But this time it felt stupendous. It was a thing that would touch you for one time and would remain in your heart for a lifetime.
Next day the best thing happened, we became project partners. I am a chuklesome guy always admired by the girls with my amazing humor. Since its my story i have full right to brag myself :P. But this time i was a bit skittish because.....I don't know!. That day our first interaction took place and analogous to my extreme desire for music, she was also one of an English pop music lover. I loved the way she looked at me and guffawed.That day i felt extremely delightful of being comical and amusing because it was the thing placing me adjacent to her. Yes, I think I found something really great. Everything changed in a sanguine way. We started accompanying each other the whole time. The college time turned out to be the most cheerful time of my day. Weekends turned out be gloomy and downhearted. But thats where technology play its role. We talked like 45-60 min on phone in weekends. It turned out that we became an indispensable part of each others life. I always dream't like " She is a snazzy, glamorous girl and am a debonair guy.WOW!! What a elegant couple we would make." But there was always something peculiar about the thought.So, the college fest comes into the scene.All we both could yell was "NIGHT OUT". College fest was a 2-3 day festival which took place almost the whole and at night the college buses would depart.So the plan was to take the wrong bus and to end in a unfamiliar place. So obviously the plan was executed in the best way it could be. We came out and landed and strided towards those big letters that read "Phoenix"."Late night show" in chorus.So the movie in cinemas named "One night stand". We would have chosen another movie but you know "movie named with night is insinuated to be seen at nights". In the middle of the movie we were asleep in the movie theater resting on each others shoulders and holding hands as it was quite frosty inside the hall.We were so drowsy and lethargic that we were like two teenagers lying comatose on their seats. When the movie ended the roustabout brought us into conscious and told us " to get the bloody hell out of the foyer". I don't know what made him so annoyed.Well, who cares!! So now, here we were, surrounded with tranquil tree-lined avenue at 3 am in the morning. Then as we were walking, we talked about epiphanies and revelations that we perceived in our lives. I certainly know that those talks made our relationship immeasurable rather fathomless.
Finally we reached the bus station and ended in our homes and had slept like the big Lazy fish of Bangkok. So, the fest and the memories with it folded in the next instant.She had a small brother 7 years old named Jarid and she had a lot of care and affection towards him. Many a times she used to show the amusing images of her and Jarid and used to tell me that how she loved him the most in the family. As usual, the conventional days started and suddenly a troupe of unexpected events took place. In the first week itself after the fest, she got like 15 boys asking her if she wanted to be their girl. But propitiously or lamentably, she rejected all of them. It was quite arduous for me to figure out what made these unanticipated series of transformations took place.However, she told me about every guy and the statements associated with them and we used to fall about laughing on cheesy and subtle which she usually described as "Fictitious".I also laughed heartily with her but it also created a perturbation in my mind of divulging my adoration to her. Hah! My mind was at total unrest with the big dilemma orbiting all around whether to tell her or not?.Apart from all, my nights became sleepless because of that thought that struck me every time i closed my eyes. So, the next day i unambiguously and certainly decided to spew out everything I had in my mind and senses.So, the next morning i bought the best chocolate they had in the canteen.I went to her and called her name aloud "Alison!!". She came to me gave me a high 5 and said "sup?? reckon". I sat on my knees holding the chocolate and said "You created a new me. There is no such earthly being and could never be. A doctor cannot cure, a poet cannot comfort and thinking on and on. Thick night enclosed me like a wall , what is it i still dont understand and than my voice said aloud. Alison, you are my muse , you are the most cheerful thing i've ever attained and all i can say now is I LOVE YOU, I ADORE YOU, AM EMPTY WITHOUT YOU. Will you be mine dearie?". I closed my eye expecting for a reply and guess what she said something I can't believe. She said "NO!".When I opened my eyes i saw a tear falling from one of her eye and when i stood up she whispered in my ear " A girl's heart is an ocean of secrets" and she ran away. It felt like thousand batters of cretinous pounced me at once. All i could say myself in consolation is" Life is decided by the choices one makes and you dont get to choose if those choices will be the way you anticipated". She didn't came to college after that.But there wasn't a single day i didn't missed her or thought about her.
Hey, am Alison. You know me !! Right??.Do u wanna hear something appalling? At first Reckon was my best buddy but I don't know as the time passed by he became a requisite part of my life and the time he said he loved me I just wanted to tell him that I want him to know and with everything I wont let him go and I wish I could bleed out my heart to show that I also love him like anything.The only reason I said NO even though every nerve, every bone of my body wanted to shout aloud YES because i was suffering from Marfan syndrome.
There was a problem in my connective tissues and would end me with unexplained heart related death. I would live maybe for 6 months or 7 or 8 but not more than a year.I wanted to live, but my fate had different plans. So I left the college, but there wasn't a single day i didn't miss him or thought about him. One fine day, i visited my doctor and something miraculous happened. He said that an elixir has been discovered to treat the people suffering from this epidemic, but the chances for the patient to stay living are just 30%.Moreover, the cure to ailment exists not in our country but USA.It was a ray of light in my dark and blind living to live my life again with Reckon.So I went to San Francisco for 3 months and with all my fortunate and blessed love I stood positive in operation and returned back to my country immediately and could not hold my horses to hug reckon so tightly and tell him that he is the happiness and fulfillment of my heart am not gonna leave him forever.
When I came back I discovered that Jarid met with an accident and was lying injured in the hospital. I indubitably headed towards the City Hospital. I felt so grateful and relieved that he's gonna be fine very soon. So what can one expect, I instinctively made a call to daniel (the mutual friend of me and reckon) as I dont want to dial directly to Reckon. Magging with him I learnt that Reckon left to meet me in my city a week earlier but I could not find any trace of him. I was perturbed. Promptly I heard the word Reckon in the conversation of my parents. It set a sudden grin on my face and then I asked my parents "Who Reckon?". My mother said "An incarnation of God.Dear ,he sacrificed his life for Jarid. He saved him from the car accident but eventually lost his life. Wish we could bring him back." My heartbeat rate increased and every voice around me collapsed. I felt like a thunderbolt struck me and all I could feel is pain and ache. I couldn't believe he's no more but the truth was real. When I went to Jarid wiping my tears with a forge fine face and with a haze he told me that " The guy who saved me, he shouted my name aloud on road.He already knew my name. I don't know how?". I could not forgive myself forever for Reckon's life and could love nobody else except him. He left a sky without stars with a solitary moon crying for its fulfillment
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A year later I opened my E- mail and I found a mail from Reckon. I was so overjoyed to see his mail. When I opened I found this story and in the end it was written "Lets complete this story!!" . N I hope you know where it started with me.
Next day the best thing happened, we became project partners. I am a chuklesome guy always admired by the girls with my amazing humor. Since its my story i have full right to brag myself :P. But this time i was a bit skittish because.....I don't know!. That day our first interaction took place and analogous to my extreme desire for music, she was also one of an English pop music lover. I loved the way she looked at me and guffawed.That day i felt extremely delightful of being comical and amusing because it was the thing placing me adjacent to her. Yes, I think I found something really great. Everything changed in a sanguine way. We started accompanying each other the whole time. The college time turned out to be the most cheerful time of my day. Weekends turned out be gloomy and downhearted. But thats where technology play its role. We talked like 45-60 min on phone in weekends. It turned out that we became an indispensable part of each others life. I always dream't like " She is a snazzy, glamorous girl and am a debonair guy.WOW!! What a elegant couple we would make." But there was always something peculiar about the thought.So, the college fest comes into the scene.All we both could yell was "NIGHT OUT". College fest was a 2-3 day festival which took place almost the whole and at night the college buses would depart.So the plan was to take the wrong bus and to end in a unfamiliar place. So obviously the plan was executed in the best way it could be. We came out and landed and strided towards those big letters that read "Phoenix"."Late night show" in chorus.So the movie in cinemas named "One night stand". We would have chosen another movie but you know "movie named with night is insinuated to be seen at nights". In the middle of the movie we were asleep in the movie theater resting on each others shoulders and holding hands as it was quite frosty inside the hall.We were so drowsy and lethargic that we were like two teenagers lying comatose on their seats. When the movie ended the roustabout brought us into conscious and told us " to get the bloody hell out of the foyer". I don't know what made him so annoyed.Well, who cares!! So now, here we were, surrounded with tranquil tree-lined avenue at 3 am in the morning. Then as we were walking, we talked about epiphanies and revelations that we perceived in our lives. I certainly know that those talks made our relationship immeasurable rather fathomless.
Finally we reached the bus station and ended in our homes and had slept like the big Lazy fish of Bangkok. So, the fest and the memories with it folded in the next instant.She had a small brother 7 years old named Jarid and she had a lot of care and affection towards him. Many a times she used to show the amusing images of her and Jarid and used to tell me that how she loved him the most in the family. As usual, the conventional days started and suddenly a troupe of unexpected events took place. In the first week itself after the fest, she got like 15 boys asking her if she wanted to be their girl. But propitiously or lamentably, she rejected all of them. It was quite arduous for me to figure out what made these unanticipated series of transformations took place.However, she told me about every guy and the statements associated with them and we used to fall about laughing on cheesy and subtle which she usually described as "Fictitious".I also laughed heartily with her but it also created a perturbation in my mind of divulging my adoration to her. Hah! My mind was at total unrest with the big dilemma orbiting all around whether to tell her or not?.Apart from all, my nights became sleepless because of that thought that struck me every time i closed my eyes. So, the next day i unambiguously and certainly decided to spew out everything I had in my mind and senses.So, the next morning i bought the best chocolate they had in the canteen.I went to her and called her name aloud "Alison!!". She came to me gave me a high 5 and said "sup?? reckon". I sat on my knees holding the chocolate and said "You created a new me. There is no such earthly being and could never be. A doctor cannot cure, a poet cannot comfort and thinking on and on. Thick night enclosed me like a wall , what is it i still dont understand and than my voice said aloud. Alison, you are my muse , you are the most cheerful thing i've ever attained and all i can say now is I LOVE YOU, I ADORE YOU, AM EMPTY WITHOUT YOU. Will you be mine dearie?". I closed my eye expecting for a reply and guess what she said something I can't believe. She said "NO!".When I opened my eyes i saw a tear falling from one of her eye and when i stood up she whispered in my ear " A girl's heart is an ocean of secrets" and she ran away. It felt like thousand batters of cretinous pounced me at once. All i could say myself in consolation is" Life is decided by the choices one makes and you dont get to choose if those choices will be the way you anticipated". She didn't came to college after that.But there wasn't a single day i didn't missed her or thought about her.
Hey, am Alison. You know me !! Right??.Do u wanna hear something appalling? At first Reckon was my best buddy but I don't know as the time passed by he became a requisite part of my life and the time he said he loved me I just wanted to tell him that I want him to know and with everything I wont let him go and I wish I could bleed out my heart to show that I also love him like anything.The only reason I said NO even though every nerve, every bone of my body wanted to shout aloud YES because i was suffering from Marfan syndrome.
There was a problem in my connective tissues and would end me with unexplained heart related death. I would live maybe for 6 months or 7 or 8 but not more than a year.I wanted to live, but my fate had different plans. So I left the college, but there wasn't a single day i didn't miss him or thought about him. One fine day, i visited my doctor and something miraculous happened. He said that an elixir has been discovered to treat the people suffering from this epidemic, but the chances for the patient to stay living are just 30%.Moreover, the cure to ailment exists not in our country but USA.It was a ray of light in my dark and blind living to live my life again with Reckon.So I went to San Francisco for 3 months and with all my fortunate and blessed love I stood positive in operation and returned back to my country immediately and could not hold my horses to hug reckon so tightly and tell him that he is the happiness and fulfillment of my heart am not gonna leave him forever.
When I came back I discovered that Jarid met with an accident and was lying injured in the hospital. I indubitably headed towards the City Hospital. I felt so grateful and relieved that he's gonna be fine very soon. So what can one expect, I instinctively made a call to daniel (the mutual friend of me and reckon) as I dont want to dial directly to Reckon. Magging with him I learnt that Reckon left to meet me in my city a week earlier but I could not find any trace of him. I was perturbed. Promptly I heard the word Reckon in the conversation of my parents. It set a sudden grin on my face and then I asked my parents "Who Reckon?". My mother said "An incarnation of God.Dear ,he sacrificed his life for Jarid. He saved him from the car accident but eventually lost his life. Wish we could bring him back." My heartbeat rate increased and every voice around me collapsed. I felt like a thunderbolt struck me and all I could feel is pain and ache. I couldn't believe he's no more but the truth was real. When I went to Jarid wiping my tears with a forge fine face and with a haze he told me that " The guy who saved me, he shouted my name aloud on road.He already knew my name. I don't know how?". I could not forgive myself forever for Reckon's life and could love nobody else except him. He left a sky without stars with a solitary moon crying for its fulfillment
A year later I opened my E- mail and I found a mail from Reckon. I was so overjoyed to see his mail. When I opened I found this story and in the end it was written "Lets complete this story!!" . N I hope you know where it started with me.
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